SUICIDE NOTES AND BLACK ROSES

confused

my knees start to shake when your in my sight

my mind is filled with wonder, my heart with fright

when will this felling stop, when did it start,

how can i listen to my mind without breaking my heart.

i am so confused, what should i do

i cant think of anything except you,

should i ignore you or just give it time

i cant think straight

my heart controls my mind.

BY: Mandy Jeffrey

What should i do?

For you,

I would gladly walk a mile,

if that would give me a chance,

to see you smile.

I'd call you my friend,

but thats a lie,

you mean more to me,

but i cant explain why.

For you are more precious to me,

than all the worlds gold,

but i cant tell you that,

how could i be that bold?

If i spoke whats on my mind,

would you accept me?

Because without you,

I dont know where i'd be,

you seem to be so calm,

while i feel absolutly lost,

I would like to be so bold.

but what would its faliure cost?

am i the only one faced with this choice?

Be daring, and risk losing you as a friend too?

I cant risk that,i'd rather have that then lose everything,

What should i do?

By:Mandy Jeffrey

Done with you

I am done with you, i am sick of you, everything you put me through.I am sick of your lies, I am sick of your face, I am sick of your eyes, I cant wait till your out of this place. I am sick of you being late, I am sick of your anger, i am sick of your hate. I am done with you, I am done with your abuse, I am done with being used, I am sick of trying,I am sick of the pain, I am sick of crying, and i am sick of your name, I am much more stronger thanks to you, the game has turned, Its all on you, I am sick of the show you put on every day , you and i both know you arent really that way,I am done with you, This is good bye, This is for every thing you put me through,this is for making me cry, this is for the painful things you said, that play over and over inside my head, This is for all the nights i stayed home and cryed, for all the times you told me a lie, this is for making me think of suicide, I am done with you, This is good bye!

By:Mandy Jeffrey


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